jus stop it.......

i tot i wud feel beta today...
but nah...
not any beta....

woke up at 11 n wen to the hosp to be with my grandpa...
ended up crying to him thanks to kuhans father...
i even started toking back to him...
n he jus remained silent..
i dunno how 8 over hours jus flew past...

came back home ard 9...
n am jus super tired...
i jus feel so weak to even do anything...

i dun even feel like sleeping o anything...
am super mad at someone...
i really dunno wat the person takes me for...
a invicible character...
o someone who doesnt even exist..
i'm jus filled with so much of regrets...
haix...

am happy tat nabs have finally cooled down...
suppose to call her...
but its 2 in the morning...
haix...
missing you dearest...
muacks...
Gods msg for the day:
If you hoard love, it melts away. If you lock love, it breaks free. If you grab on to love, you end up holding an illusion. When you let love flower in its own way, it stays to support you. When you pass on love, it multiplies beyond measure....
n i noe i'm holding onto an illusion now..