s0me0ne pLs teLl mE wAts r0ng...

feeling totally drained out...
grrr
wen off to meet my biological father today at orchard...
oh god...
he looks so terrible...
seriously...
really aged alot...
but he was really so proud n happy...
he took me n my sis all over the place...
n was telling al his frenz n colleagues that we were his kids...
shud have seen that smile on his face...
OMG...
damn touching...
n everyone jus kept saying that we were both pretty....
hehehe....

i n didi wen for the movie alone...
he was working...
n without a doubt...
i was enjoying myslf watching new moon once again:)

after the movie he took as to orchard towers to makan...
he payed for everything today sia...
my popcorn...drinks...food...
i din even pay for a thing...
we reallyhad lots to catch up..
he has asked me n my sis over again in 2 weeks to watch the movie avatar in 3d form...
hehehe...
cant wait...
before we left...
he gave me n my sis a key chain soveneir for the new moon movie:)
its so nice la...
i love it...

nieways...
after that..
wen over to bishan...
i wanted to leave my sis n sashi alone...
but sashi din allow...
den i also ended up meeting his sibling...
both are so cute..
but super talkative...
hehehe...

was dere for abt almost 2 hour..
n den took the bus back...
haix...

i'm jus happy tat i spoke to maha after so so long...
updating him on everything...
i so wish he was back in singapore...
toking to him over the fone was a lil irritating cos the line wasnt that clear...
he is suppose to be back by now..
but still cheating me...
sobs:'(
he is jus shocked with all his frenz in singapore...
why is dere so much happening..jus wats gg on...?
thats all he cud ask me...
haix...
i wish i had a beta reply...
i miss you so much annae...
come back soon....

n i dunno why...
but i miss my lil rascal benji...
on dec 31..
it'll be one yr since he left...
but his memories neva left me...
i dunno why...
but i suddenly feel like cuddling him tite tite in my arms...
but i'm jus not lucky enuf:'(
haix...
i miss you babyboi..
muacks...somethings troubling my mind...i jus feel like cryig so badly...i wan smth so badly...but i noe i cant have it....jus wat do i do...??someone pls tell me....