its all cos...imy:'(

i sat dere the whole nite...
thinking...of him
i jus cudnt explain every single teardrop dat fell...
after all...
crying isnt a sin...
it makes me feel beta....i think
theres so much going thru my mind...why is he being like this ...
how long more am i gonna be like this..
those pictures all had so many memories and meaning...
but now...
they suddenly seem like nothing...
i was looking thru every single one of them...
n was jus thinking of how life was for the past one year...
haix....
there was always this person who always tries his best to brighten my day...
but now...
my days are so dull...is it all cos of that one person..??
i'm simply pretending for everyones sake...
i cant jus seem to move on as much as i wan...
forgetting everything is one issue...
but seeing the way things are now...
hurts me even more...cos i jus cant figure him out....n the main reason now tat i dun wanna see you...is all so tat the both of us cud jus stop pretending....