why did all fairytales have a happy ending...??

i'm feeling super down...
i jus have no idea where is nabs and esther...
nabs...if u're reading dis...beta call me...
i'm missing u lots...
and its not as if maha is anywhere near for me to call and cry my lungs out...
haix...
i regret entering RP...
seriously...
i'm filled with so much of regrets...
i wanna go back to my sec 4 and 5 days...
the happiest moments of my life...
haix...

dunno wats happening
i'm jus too stressed out...
i feel like sleeping for long long hours...
maybe tats wat i'm gonna do today...
go back...get done with my homework...
n off to bed...
lolevery fairytale has a happy ending...n i tot mine was a fairytale too....but nah...it doesnt seem like it at all...we're fighting for stupid lil lil things...i'm tired...
i feel jus totally drained...haix..
OMG...
maha jus came online...hahah...
maha.....!!!!!
thanks so much for making me smile in dat 5 mins u were online da...
i was so happy to webcam with u...
cant wait for u to come back...
jus one more month:)
i miss you lots syg...
;'(