wen to lil quilin after school yesterday with jivi...guru...bunny...n vaanz..
had a great time they actually...
DRINKING...lol...
but i dunno why...
i jus dun like gin...
heheheh...
we wen dere ard 5...
n we left ard 7 plus...
guru n jivi left first...
after tat bunny felt like drinking a lil more...
so we wen to buy carlsberg:)
haha...
i was not drunk o anything...
but i jus felt like crying n crying ....
had to stop pretending to be strong for once...
lol...
jus cried my lungs out...
n after tat my heart felt so light...
really have to thank vaanz and bunny tons...
but there is still some part of me tat jus wanna give up on everything...
i wan to e free....
free from all sorts of stress problem....
n for that...
i'm really turning to you daddy god...
n m msg from god today...
You are not your wallet, your job, your kids, your house. You are not your activities or your worries or the labels other people give you. Like an actor you play these roles, and like a good actor you sometimes forget who you really are. Time to wake up now, and remember that you are a being of immense power and breathtaking beauty created in the image of God.
maybe i really forgot who i really am...
haix...
had a great time they actually...
DRINKING...lol...
but i dunno why...
i jus dun like gin...
heheheh...
we wen dere ard 5...
n we left ard 7 plus...
guru n jivi left first...
after tat bunny felt like drinking a lil more...
so we wen to buy carlsberg:)
haha...
i was not drunk o anything...
but i jus felt like crying n crying ....
had to stop pretending to be strong for once...
lol...
jus cried my lungs out...
n after tat my heart felt so light...
really have to thank vaanz and bunny tons...
but there is still some part of me tat jus wanna give up on everything...
i wan to e free....
free from all sorts of stress problem....
n for that...
i'm really turning to you daddy god...
n m msg from god today...
You are not your wallet, your job, your kids, your house. You are not your activities or your worries or the labels other people give you. Like an actor you play these roles, and like a good actor you sometimes forget who you really are. Time to wake up now, and remember that you are a being of immense power and breathtaking beauty created in the image of God.
maybe i really forgot who i really am...
haix...
2 comments:
damn well i feel the same sometimes. it's great that i connect through your words in ur blog. thanks thani (: and yeah its alright to cry out for once
haix...
the only thing i wud wish from god is..
remove all the tears from my eyes...so tat even if i wan...i cant cry....
i'm so tired of being soft n emotional...
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