Friday, June 26, 2009

d0es H1N1 kill...??

i'm so dead beat...
it seems one one of my classmates fren has gotten H1N1...
n now my fren is feeling sick...
so she is going to TTSH to have a check up...
n if my classmate is confirmed with H1N1...
w34e is gonna be quarantined....
hehe...like wth la...
nieways...
like i care whether i'm gonna be infected o not...l0l...

i dun even noe whether i'm feeling any beta o worst...
i keep having 2nds tots for everything...
was chatting with kak nadia for a while too...
every time i think of that thing...
it drives me insane...
i feel like going to Little Quilin for a while...
wanna sit dere n think..seriously..
thats the only place that makes me think..
cos other places have too much of distractions that takes the life outta me....
can anyone follow me go...??

theres a class BBQ coming up on saturday...
where i'll get to see all my classmates whom i'm dying to see....
but i dun think i'm going...
kinda lost the mood for it ady...
haiz..
my day has not even started much...
n i've started to blog...lol...
all i wanna noe i....was it a dream...o a nitemare...??i'm now left crying on my own...i cant turn to anyone as they told me this wud happen...wat do i do now...??how do i carry on...??do i even wish to carry on...??deres so many questions...arghh

2 comments:

Passion Poison said...

All qns do have answers but its wether u wanna face them anot... i m sure to an extent u do noe watz happening ard u gal although i dun..lol...hope tis will strengthen U, this is just a chapter of life not the entire life...Even if u are left standing alone, u will be strong wen u noe wat u want...tkc da.. GoD's still here :)

SilentCries said...

i noe wat i wan my dearest...but i haven found the guts to face up to it....
until i find the guts...i'll be aimless like now....i dun have a choice...