best frenz...??nah...we were SISTERS...!!!

i dunno wat to say..
seriously...
nabs has neva spoke to me like dat eva...
not even once in the past 4 yrs...

but today...
over a bloody guy and his frenz...
we were quarreling...
yea...
u got worked up wen i said i still love him...
but i'm a human with feeling no mata wat...
i cant jus forget him overnight...
maybe i cud have done tat if i neva truly did love him...

i was serious abt him...
n since he played me out..
in wat way is the mistake mine...??
yea...
u've warned me a million times abt him...
but nah...
i trusted him...
n he gave me the bestest gift for trusting him...
so now i'm the one gonna be suffering...
heck it...
jus let me be...
i din listen to u rite...
so jus leave me alone n let me suffer..
i'm not gonna say tat i wan u here to lend me ur shoulders..
cos yea...
i was NEVA dere for you...

n i dunno wat made u think that he n his frenz were all that surrounds my life and they were all i cared abt..
u jus forgot that u mean more to me than anyone...
u dunno dat i still think of every single lil damn memories i had with you....
u have no idea how i wish to jus run into your arms, cry n hear u nag at me...
i dun meet u...i dun tok to you over the fone often anymore...
but does that means u're not impt...??
how cud you..??

no mata wat...
u are my best fren..
no fuckers o slut will eva take ur place...
the rest is up to u k...
i'm sry for being a real horrible best fren who din noe wat u want n need....
fucking love u lots bitch...