;'(

the past few days have really been too tiring...

starting with monday...
after school i was feeling super pissed...
den followed senior to clementi to meet my sis and bunny..
later part...
guru...kumz...sangee...michal and suha came along...
n a lil war between the sangee and bunny broke out over the dance...
i jus felt too tired...
n i wasnt in my best moods...
so i tried not to interfere...
later on...i tried toking to bunny.
n in the end...
i jus told her not to dance anymore...lol...

wat hurt me more that day was the fact that maha was suppose to be back...
but yea... since he wasnt...
i was here stuck between dis ppl feeling so drained..
esp wen my sis kept telling me that i'm the only one who can tok to bunny...

yesterday was jus so borin...
marketing lesson was jus so arghh...
after school...
i had to go back with my aunty...
since she was at RP..
n din noe her way back...

wen back home to find out tat my sis was staying over...
n yea..
sashi n my sis...
oh god...
wats happening...?
i really want everythin to turn out fine...
deres enough of probs...
n i dun wan her to hurt him...

n now...
i'm feeling so sick..
my throat hurts so damn badly...
grr...
i so hate it...
sigh..

n today...
its samuel babys birthday...
haven gotten him anything...
but i really wanna meet him..
haix...
my precious lil one no mata wat:)

and my gods msg for the day is:

... that there is no such thing as conditional love. Love is either unconditional or it's no love. You might like someone conditional on their personality or behavior or circumstances. But love accepts no boundaries. So never say 'I love you because', for love has no cause, love comes from God.

so here it goes...
Gurumurthi S/O Ramalengam....
I LOVE YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU....
muacks...