faking it....?

haix....
i dunno why...
but i'm so tired of being angry...
dat i rather jus forget abt everything...
n jus smile...
but i am not happy..
am jus faking it...
lol..

nieways...
didnt go to school yesterday...
met momo n michal ard 10 plus...
n den hung ard CWP for a while...
before going over to michals hse...

was over at michals hse for a while...
before she left to go visit her bro...
sangee was LATE...
so i waited alone somewhere near michals place for abt 1 1/2 hrs...
sian...
was actually on the fone n was also watching movie...

den i met my baby chimp at woodlands mrt ard 2.30...
n seriously...
missed him so much...
after all...
nothing can beat being happy with him...
we fite yea...
but tat doesnt mean my love for him grows any lesser...
lol....

a few mins later...
my highness came...
den we wen to a shop to take guru passport size foto...
we also wen inside metro for a lil bit of shopping...
hehe...
FUN..!
saw so many things i wished i owned...

meanwhile...
i was thinking abt smth...
which i shudnt have tot abt...

....a nose piercing...

grr...
i opened my mouth to guru abt a nose piercing...
after all...
it was suppose to be done last friday if i wasnt sick...
i still cant believe the way i reacted at the shop...
i cudnt even run away from dere...
sangee and guru were all out to hold me down...
n yea...
finally pierced...
no blood...
jus pain n a bit of tears...

wen back to bb with sangee n guru...
n met indra dere...
we were all jus sitting down n toking abt the shopping list those 3 were having...
den i decided to change my nose stud to a smaller one...
haix...
withing seconds the damn hole closed...
n sangee had to push the stud thru...
den i started bleeding...
haix...

den came ashok annae n preeta...
its after some time dat i saw them...
lol...
n i'm missing vicku:'(
waaaaaaaaaaah...
n now...kinda pissed with tat bloody woman...jus wat is it u wan...?cant u jus leave me in peace...if u think u can have him....i'm really sry hunnie...DREAM ON...!