love = pain & tears...??

i was awake till 5.45...
was sitting down with kidd under the block...
haix...
i really pity her...
i dun understand wat is it her guy really wants..
i tried my best to ask her to cry...
but nah...
all she did was smile...
cos she cant believe that her guy is the one hurting her...
haix...
guys are such bastards...
lol...

nieways.
for how sleepy i was...
i had a wonderful dream...
haha...
i was shot in my head...
haix...
wat a dream...
but i woke up...i cud only say one thing...
dats not the way i really wanna die...lol