KL...dats where i wanna be....

i'm super hurt n disappointed...
i was prepared to give up anything n get to KL...
but no...
everything got canceled thanks to KUHAN...
i'm like feeling so fucked up...
i dun wanna be here...
being ard people here...
o being in singapore itself jus makes me feel so damn troubled...
i wan a break...
a break from everyone...
why cant people jus understand me...
but yea...
i made mummy...papa...kidd...amma...mummypapa...bunny...n some other happy jus cos i stayed back...
but at the same time...
i hurt myself...
n my cuzzies jus cos i din go....
arghh.

i was with bunny n murali today...
jus hanging ard clementi...
wen with murali to polyclinic to get MC for himself...
n medicine for me...lol...
dere was nth to do a home anyway...
i was suppose to be in KL...
n my entire heart n soul was wondering wat i wud have been duing if i was dere....

came back home ard 6 plus...
n was hearing my mum tok to my sis abt her life....
haix...
a choice of rong guy(her first marriage)...
n den she started on how i n my sis shud be selecting our future partners...
but trust me...
i was listening to nth...
after all...
i dun wanna be thinking of my future...

n now...
i'm feeling so down...
i really need a shoulder to cry on...
but i have no one...
i'm jus left crying n crying...
n KL is jus so far away...
i wish i was dere with my cousins....
god...can u pls take me away...i praying for this after so long....pls..??