i need a break..!

i have done nothing for the past 2 days...
more like i've done nothing for myself...
i jus stayed at home n did the hsework n jus got myself attached to the television...
but yesterday was somewhat betta den today....

i woke up this morning...
but i cud not stand still....
i was feeling so damn giddy...
i din go church...
i actually wen back to sleep till like 2....

mum wen to church alone n came back...
den she took andrew n my sis to SGH...
cos andrew was not well...
but she was back by like 4....

i started complaining to her tat i was not feeling well...
n yea...
mum checked my throat...
i've started my tonsils again...
mum is feeling so fucked up tat she wants me to get done with the damn surgery during my september hols...
arghh...
n like duh...my answer is no...
fuck those surgeries....
i'm not prepared for one even if i'm gonna die...lol...

almost had a quarel with my mum thanks to her beloved son...
arghh...
i'm not well...
and she kept asking me a million questions...
at times i so wish i was deaf...dumb...and blind...haix...

nieways...
i spoke to my grand aunt today...
i'm off to malaysia soon...
cant wait...
i so nid a break...most probably leaving on the 5th of sept....
heheh...