Wednesday, June 24, 2009

i jus hate myself so bloody fucking much....

i was jus sitting down n thinking abt my life last yr...
n now wen i think abt it....
i'm getting so bloody frustrated....
the whole entire month of June was a nightmare last yr...
n this yr...
it has been no beta...
but let me wait till next Tuesday...
the end of June to see what god has in store for me....
i'm expecting smth...
but let me see whether its gonna happen o not...

but my anger is getting from bad to worst...

i wonder where is all this gonna end....
last time no mata wat...
i wud neva show out how angry i am...i'll jus keep smiling...
but nowadays...
i jus cant keep it to myself...
i'm jus venting it on every others...
esp guru...i will only say one thing...if i'm driving u insane...o if u think i'm not fit to be your gal fren anymore...jus move on...seriously...i've nth left to say....
cos i noe that the entire mistake is mine...u blogged once telling me that i cud leave...now i'm telling u this...if u wanna leave...jus leave...seriously...
i feel that i'm not the one for you....i noe i'm hurting u too much although u haven said a word....

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