Fake Smiles:]

i din go school as i was feeling so weak early in the morning...
i woke up abt 9...
n i cudnt get back to sleep after that...
so i was jus watching some shows on tv...
after that...
i wen outside kidds place ard 11,and practically rushed her into coming over to my place...
was jus feeling so damn b0red....

wen she came over..
we ordered mac n decided to watch the movie Mujhse Dosti Karoge...
its like one of my all time favourite movie...hehe....
n dere is a character dere that so reminds me of myself...
haiz....
i n kidd were jus sitting n toking the time...
dere was nothing we din tok abt...hehe...

den ashok called me...
its seems his cousin sis passed away...
it was like so sudden la...
wth..
she now only 20 o 21...
i wonder wats becoming of the indians in singapore...
the only thing i told kidd was how i wish it was me...i dunno why i said that...but i felt that way...
after that...
turca came over ard 4...
she wanted to do some project...
so i was sitting down with her n toking to her...
den came mama ard 5...hehe...
i was kinda splitting myself into 3 parts..
one for kidd...one for turca...n one for kidd...hehe...
mama was toking to me abt my sis as usual...thats a neva ending prob...seriously...

my dad came back ard 7 plus..
so i told him to tok to turca while i was in the com room with turca n kidd toking nonsense...
turca left abt 9...
n mama left abt 10...
after tat...
i was alone with kidd again..
we were using the com n making so much noise in the room...
i cant believe i was so sick in the morning...
n how loud i was at nite...lol...

kidd left abt 11.45...
where i was back to my lonely w0rld...
haiz...
cant wait for my mum n sis to be back...
mummy has bot me quite a number of stuffs....
n i added more the list too:)
i was asking myself if i cud be really without guru or one whole day...n i'm proud to say i cud...i din reply back to any of his msgs...but yea,,,he knows exactly why i'm angry if i'm not rong...