why on earth is confused the best w0rd t0 describe mE aLL thE tIme..?

i was super duper tired last nite...
so i din blog...
but i am feeling so restless currently...
dat i jus feel like screaming out loud and crying...

i was chatting with kak nadia jus now...
she and her guy have broken up....
i really wish i was dere wit her...
i really understand how she feels...
sometime...i jus have to say tat god somehow forgot to create some guys with hearts...arghh
i hope she is fine...
i really wonder...
do gals like me n nadia jus expecting too much from our guys...?
its jus so confusing for me...
i jus wonder if the blame is jus ours...
are we jus over reacting o expecting more...
are we gonna be like this all the time...arghh...
i fucking dunno...

but i jus cant accept wat vaanz n guru say in the part where now is the time to enjoy wit frenz
since we have a lifetime wit our partners...
i jus dun agree wit those words...
if we wanna spend time n enjoy wit our frenz now...
y the fuck must we get att...

cant we jus wait till its time...

n den find someone to marry and settle down...
den we can get to noe n spend more time wit each other...
why must find someone to love now..?
arghh...
i feel as if i'm gonna burst out any moment...