i jus wan so many things....

i'm so bloody tired...
haiz...
i had terrible nightmares last nite...
like a woman standing in my room next to my bed...
someone trying to pull off my blanket...
n also tat my lil one past away...
i was jus so hurt..
wtf...why must i be having such nightmares...
arghh...

wateva i wan jus doesnt happen...
a new phone...a new bag...new slipper...
i was so damn close to getting everything...
but ppl jus spoiled it for me...arghh...

but i was happy to be able to be wit my aunty the whole day...
being pampered and stuff...
even ended up being fed by my grandma..hehe...
i had wine today too...
after a long time..lol...
nieways...
i hope to get the cybershot sony ericsson fone tml atleast:(