i dunno why...
i come to my blog everyday...
but i'll somehow lose the mood to blog...
i fear tat if i start blogging...
i mite jus spill everything in my hart out...

the past two days have been extremely horrible...
i've started to get back tat fucking headache which is more than enuf to take the life outta me...
i'm jus so tempted to take as many panadols as i want n go to sleep...
it as if i'm going crazy...
i cant sleep wen i think of everything tat is happening to me...
luckily nabs n pras understand everything...
if not for nabs...
i really dunno wat i wud have been up to last nite...
i'm jus losing control of myself...
arghh...
i'm onli 17...yet i am tired of everything...
i wonder wat i'm hoping to achieve wen i'm much older...