happY biRthday mUmmy...!

i wen to church after like so long...
it was something tat i so badly needed...
even last nite i cried myself to sleep...
today wen i was in church...
the pastor all over sudden told us to forget all our worries...
trust in god...
n think tat all our problems has been solved...
i jus began to pray...
but eventually....
i broke down...
but i really felt totally great after crying...

after services i was msging nabs...
i so miss tat gal...
we cud jus msg non stop jus complaining abt each others life....
we both always have an answer to each others questions...
no doubt...
she noes me best...!
cos she goes thru the same probs as me all the time...
tats exactly why i asked her today....
how did god noe tat i'll need her...?
:P

i wen over to my grandma's place after like so long...
at least 3 weeks...
hung ard there for a while before i n my sis wen to visit ambi...

OMG...shadow is so so cute...
he's sucha darling...
he jus reminded me of benji...
the cheekiness...
the way he wanted attention...licked...did all kinda cute stunts...hehe...
i miss BENJI...!

after tat we came home n wen to JP for dinner wit my mum n dad...
man...i jus cudnt eat...
i was full jus drinking the soup n eating some finger food...
lol...but yea...i wasnt full for dessert...!
i enjoyed the dessert more than anything..
hehe...!

i really have lots more to say...
but not here...
i feel like writing diary after so long...
i think dats wat i'm gonna do...
gtg...
bye bye...!