its been one month since u left da syg...
i so badly miss u....
u really showed me so much of love tat no one eva did...
sorry for not spendin lots of time wit u wen u were ard...
its onli wen u r no more tat i realise how impt u are to me...
more than anything else...
i really wanna hold u in my arms so badly da...
i love you baby....love you lots...
my syg..!!!!!!
i woke up pretty early today...
10...hehe..
wanted to meet a grp of ppl...
esp guru...
since he hurt his hand...
i've been wanting to c him so badly...
i wen to meet pras at clementi...
on the way to clementi in the bus...
there was dis very very h0t guy...
he kept staring at me...
he seem interesting...hehe
den wen i reached the interchange...
i told pras to look out for him...
we got into the same train as him...
he was standing very near to us...
den pras was asking me if i wanted his number...sigh
she was also eye washing him k...
we went all the way to redhill to fetch Naz...
after meeting naz...
we went to bukit batok...
we had our lunch at subway...
den walked abt westmall...
den...i saw sam...
seeing him was such a shock...but i was very hapi too...
his mother was also dere...sian...
den guru called me...
he told me tat he was going to church...
so we cudnt meet...
i really felt so so sad...
i wanted to go home...
but naz was dere already...n vicky was on his way...
so i din wana spoil the fun...
i decided to stay on...
we wen to meet bhavani n vicky at clementi...
n den walk to murali's block...
we din intend to go up to his hse...
but yea...we ended up dere....
i had to iron vicku's shirt for him...
he was gonna go to a wedding...
after a while..
jivi came dere..
we sat in the hse watching the ending off villu...
n also a bit of om shanti om...
den murali insisted on going down...
wen we wen down...
pras n naz decided to leave...
i wanted to leave too...
but murali din allow...
so we sat n chat for a while....
while chatting...all over sudden vicky asked murali if guru was staying at his place 2nite...
guru had msg vicky tat...
but murali was not aware of it...
i dunno la..
but i was kinda pissed...
i left after tat....
i called my sis down to meet me...n go shop...
she was complaining to me abt my mum...
i dunno wat to say...
but yea...
my mum is really a torture nowadays...
theres no peace at home...
but wen i go out...
i still feel tat i'm the same...
something so incomplete...
but wat my sis said was rite...
its either my mother o....
arghh...there is always something rong...
today is the 31st of january...
it will be one year today...
i cant believe how fast time has flew...
we've broken n patched so mani times...
last nite...
wen i wen to sleep...
everything tat happened last year jus wen thru my mind...
i cudnt stop crying...
i dunno why...
it was abt me him n weetha...
i can still rmb a time where i jus cried so much to kalai...
n told her dat i dun eva wanna be attached eva again...
she told me den...dat if he cums back i will accept...
n yea...she knew me well enuf...
i've been wit him now for 3 months plus now...
we've really had our ups n downs...
i pray dat this time round...
he is really serious abt me...
nth else.....
bye...
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