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& yea...
i'm finally a year older...
haix...
n the starting itself doesnt seem good...
how i wish i cud grow a year younger...
haix...

troubles doesnt seem to have an end in my life...
n yea...ppl can say it all depends on how i look at it...
but how do i pretend wen i cant stand things happening ard me...
i dun wish to shut up n den regret some time later...
am ady filled with regrets for lotsa things...
feel like a complete failure in life...
but whose gonna understand that...
wen the one who shud understand me itself doesnt understand...
den who else cud i turn to..?

work is becoming so boring...
suddenly i wish i was still schooling in rp...
but life isnt that easy after all..
hopefully i get to do wateva i wan after the new yr comes...
hopefully i dun have anyone screwing everything up for me..
argh...