silentcries

i dunno why...
but i felt like using this title once again....
maybe cos i'm simply so tired of everything ard me...
i wanna hide myself from everything...
n the best part is...
my wrk isnt stressing me out...
its other things...

n i really gotta thank bby boo n ishu for being dere for me today..
they were like gods send....
neva failed to brighten me up...
make me smile o laugh over the silliest things...
i really shud thank dem a million...
cos they totally accept me the way i am...

it was a total horrible day..
nothing with work...
but ending up forced to stay to do part time as i had 2 morons threatening me they wudnt go to work if i din...
but the worst part is feeling like a lamp post...
haix...
grrr...

after work was even worst...
i found myself sitting and waiting for the 183 bus all alone..!!
and only i knew how i feared...
like wow...
arent i working in one of the fucking best areas in singapore..?
esp sitting dere at the bus stop all alone...
waiting for a bus that took the life outta me...!!

funny how life changed overnite..
mine did...
i'm becoming super sensitive nowadays...
a lil smth can make me sit down n cry in silence...
even if its in my workplace...
i jus cant take any pressure o anything anymore...
i feel like i simply need a damn break from everyone...
n i jus wanna be alone...
haix...

but sadly...
my life is such...
wen i need ppl...
i wun fine any...
but wen i dun need anyone ard me...
everyone will be ard me sucking my blood...
haix...

n yea...
super great chatting with nazru and vijay after a very long time...
i use to msg both of them like 100 msgs everyday...
whoa...
n we all jus vanished from each others lifes...
n now back in contact...
i cant stop laughing wen i think abt how flashbacks of wateva i n nazru use to tok came back...
even he started laughing abt it...
hehehe....
n yea..
riswan is att.! :)
shawns gone to china regarding a business deal...