Fake-A-Smile

& i dunno why..
but i sat down the whole nite reading the blogs...
& lookin back at it all..!
happy moments..
sad moments...
everything made me jus wanna cry once again...
i really wish i wasnt this soft...
if only i cud be like my sis o smth...
i so wanna take things simply easy..
but wat do i do wen i'm jus scared to get hurt once again..??
you cant blame me for being like this...
cos i've always been like this...
and i really dun expect you to change...
cos lookin back..
you've done alot for me...
n its too selfish of me to ask for more..