a new beginning..!!

School has started...
n i definitely noe that i like this class beta den the previous one...lol....

hehe...
nothing seem to have changed although i'm in yr 2 now..
still the same feeling wen i walk into every lesson...
the same presentation...
etc etc...
lol...

nieways...
first 2 days of lesson wen great...
getting to know the new ones...
n not forgetting...
spending half my life toking to vivi n fakhirah...
lol...

n yea..
fucking mother of mine left the house on saturday...
saying she wanted to die..
NO COMMENTS...
she and her damn threats..
like i was even bothered...
lol...
even got lectured by her stupid fren for no reason...
grr...
but yea...
the drama ended the next morning...
she was back in one solid piece...

on sun...
i wen over to grandma's house...
had a great tym dere with my two old aunties..
but irritating for the fact that they look at me like a 5 yr old..
haix...
but sadly...
i've grown up...
n i have my own say...
n ended up having a lil tiff with them cos of their mouth...
lol...

nieways...
din go to school today...
jus wasnt in a mood for programming...
so i wen to USS to help raj dearest out...
n i was posted to CB with bunny n alvin...
but the work dere was jus so relac...
today dere was nothing much to do anyway...
lol...
today was also chix lil first day at work...
hopefully he stays here...
hehe...
cos raj is leaving the job coming wednesday...
n after tat...
i dun plan to go back there to work anymore...
the same goes for the rest...
grrrrr....

hehe...
nieways...
am loving the past few days so much...
esp wen i'm with jahan n chicken lil...
time jus flies...
n not forgetting chickies n his advises...
hehehehe....

but it cant be denied...
all of us are going thru hell...
non of us are happy at all...
we are all faking it in this grp...
like we have a choice...
its meeting them dat really makes my day...
at least i dun feel neglected n lonely...
haix...
cant believe i broke down today....
grrr...
bunny was with alvin...
didi was with chachi...
jahan was with chickies...
n me..??
i seriously felt single...
like every now n den..
everyone was leaving their pair to keep me company...
why is it they can understand me..??haix..
its always true...
the one who shud understand you...WONT...
n the one who shudnt understand you...WILL...