Love in the making...?

left my hse at 1 today...
wen under the block n sat with jahan n my sis for a while...
den jay came in his car...
hehe...

we drove off to clementi...
fetched bunny n headed to JP...
n met alvin dearest dere...
suppose to catch remember me...
but sadly...
it was no longer playing dere...
so we headed to banquet to makan...
had a great tym once again...
n den didi left...

den we took the car n headed to SAFRA to play pool...
it was so so fun...
hehe...
esp watching the 2 guys play...
n Jay n Alvin kept disturbing us...
kadavulei....

den got into the car...
n wen off to LCK cemetery...
my first tym dere...
was so scared...
but i was jus sitting in the car...
bunny wen to pay respects to her aunt with alvin...
den we headed to cck...
wen to the pasar malam...
played a game...
won pickup sticks...
den walked ard...
bot ramly burger n wen to alvins block...

slacked at the void deck for a while...
den senior came...
n goodness...
he looks like some sick child...
his eyes looked so tired...
grr...
bunny n alvin wen up cos of alvins tagging...
n jahan n jay left...
so i n sashi were sitting alone n toking...
i felt so much beta wen i speak to him..
i also dunno why...

den we up to alvins hse to fetch bunny n leave...
even got to see his mum...
:)
n somehow...
i think alvin is a dear bro...
hehe...

took a cab back so that sashi cud see mummy...
stayed up for a while...
n den wen down to see bernerd...
but a lil while later bunny n sashi left...
n didi came...

i dunno wat to say la...
didi is jus so firm in her decision...
i jus cant stand it any longer...
how i wish daddy gos cud do a miracle in baby boo's life...
feeling so sry for him...haix...how much more do i apologise...?i jus miss him:'(n i guess u'll be reading this n pretending not to noe anything..lol