Pissed..!!

i cant believe it...
but yea..
14 weeks have passed in this damn class...
i'm jus left with one more week of lesson..
n den one week of exams..
n den...
holidays..!!!

mum says about going to malaysia...
but nah...
i dun trust her...
cos she has been cheating me for the past few yrs regarding tat...
lol...
but for once....
i'm pretty serious about my pottering job...
lol..

left class halfway today...
den wen off to meet barney..
kinda missed my pwincess:)
den hung ard for a while..
before meeting guru n my sis...
a while later..
my mum...sashi...sangee...shalan...n shanikaa came...
we had our lunch at pizza hut...
i cudnt believe tat everyone on tat table ordered the same as me...
Chicken Royale Baked Pasta:)
tats heaven in a plate...
lol...

michal came later part...
right after we had our warm chocolate cake with vanilla ice cream...!
den we wen walking ard metro...
dats wen i started to feel totally fucked up...
none of the clothes dere was up to my liking..
come on...
i gonna be wearin it on valentines day...
wun i wan to wear smth which i like...?
& of course...
smth tat i feel comfortable in..?
why doesnt he understand dat...
instead...
he gets into a bit of a bad mood cos of me...
like yea...
i deserve it...

i'm so not the sort who wud wear dresses...
n its all cos of him..
n yet he doesnt understand how i feel...
den wat am i to do...
i ady gave my word n said i'll be wearing a dress..
wat more does he want..??
as long on feb 14...
i'm wearing a dress...
n dolled up the way he wants..
wat else shud he even wry abt..?
grr...& he doesnt know tat wen he say mirna does dis for logy...mirna does dat for logy...it hurts...why cant he understand tat i'm trying..??:'(