let go...& let god..!

church was superb today...
especially the msg for the day...
i jus felt as if it was all meant for me...
like as if god was telling me to stop worrying about anything...
cos the more i worry...
the more things seem to be getting worst...
& if i were to let go...n let god step in...
i'll not have to worry at all..!
that the way i wanna be from now onwards.! (i said i wanna be...nt i gonna be)
but i cant change overnite:'(

nieways...
feeling so irritated with mum...
jus dunno wat to say...
she n her stupid nonsense...
foreva nagging & nagging...
fucked up man...
but i jus cudnt keep quiet...
i shouted back..
deres like a limit where i also can take...
after that its too impossible to control my temper...

& yea...
the best news for today is.....
MAHATHIR is coming back in less than 9 hours..!!
finally..!!
hehehe...
cant wait to meet him..
Yay...!