i wanna go far away...

feeling totally screwed...
jus wat do i do..?

grr...
was kidnapped by my dearest sashi..momo...n govan n tuesday...
n den joined them in kidnapping other others...
which included vaanz...
but den i n vaanz wen off to clementi to see pras...
jus the 3 of us once again..
hehe...
we were sitting down n updating on each others life...
n i had the least to say..
lol...

den y'dae...
i was feeling so sick n lazy to come to school..
so i jus stayed at home...
n jus wasted all my time...

back at school today...
but lesson seriously sucks big time..
cant stand all the 4 others in my grp...
they are only good at thinking abt themselves...
tok in their language...
discuss among themselves...etc...
screwed up bloody team...
grr

i wanna go far away..
like wen i think abt the 2 months holidays coming up...
i jus wanna pack my stuff n walk out of everyones life...
damn...i jus wan a break..!
but as usual..
non of my wishes will be fulfilled...
tats exactly how unlucky i am...
fuck it sia..
argh..
i jus feel like vending my anger ...
but i jus dunno how to..!

Mahathir...
how long more are u gonna take..?
imy so so much...
sobxxits been 3 days since we spoke well...i tell u nicely also u wun listen...i shout also u wun listen...i beg also u wun listen...wat else am i suppose to do...?its like i'm forcing u rite...n u dun wanna be forced rite...its okie den..i wun force...