i dun wan my smiles to be forgotten...

i dunno wats rong with me for the past few days...
i've been caught smiling to myself..
n its not once o twice...
my sis had caught me quite a few times...
lol...
but the fact is..
i'm thinking so much of the past nowadays...
n my past brought me jus so much of happiness...
n wen i think abt all my special moments...
how can i not smile...??
lol...

afterall...
i hardly see myself really smiling nowadays...
n even wen i do...
its all fake...
haix....

lifes jus so dull n boring...
since now tat school has started...
the normal routine is gonna start...
school...clementi...n home...
but yea...
i'm gonna start staying away from heights..
i'd rather jus meet bunny once in a while since she is also foreva working...

haix...
i'm dead tired...
n i pray tat i wake up early tomolo atleast...
if not i'm like so dead...
lol...