Tuesday, September 22, 2009

d0es l0ve reAlly eXist..??

was over at grandparents place todays afternoon...
some long lost frenz of theirs came over...
so my granddad arranged for lunch...
dere was lots of food...
but i was not in any mood to enjoy any of them...
i even stopped myself from drinking wine offered by my grandpa...
instead...
i actually broke the wine glass....
i dunno whether by accident...
o cos of my horrid mood...

in the evening..
wen shopping with my mum for hsehold things...
n wateva dat i saw i jus put it into the trolley...
i din care whether i need it o not...
i jus loaded the entire trolley with food stuff:)
its so not me at all...

den i had a quarrel with dad...
told him not to speak to me..
most probably cos we are like fighting all the time...
arghh...
such and irritating old man...

n yea...
now pina n ashok have broken up...
i really dunno wats up...
quite a number of couples i noe have broken up over the past one month...
n some are having neva ending fights with their pair...
i really wonder why is all this happening...
why is it tat difficult to understand each other n jus have a everlasting relationship...?
i have nothing left to say...i feel so hurt tat i cant advise anyone of them...its not as if i'm in a very perfect condition...i'm so scared if i'll be next on the line...arghh..

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