a fUcked uP lIfe..

i wanna be ALONE....

i jus dunno why...
but maybe its true...
i'm becoming a very very angry person...
i get angry for the slightest thing....
n i keep vending my anger on ppl who dun do anything....
i have neva been like dis...

i even made my mum cry today....
wat the fuck is rong wit me...
i'm jus going crazy...
i feel that it will be beta if i din have anyone with me...
more like being a loner....
i dun have to wry abt hurting ppl...
o even having ppl ard me who hate me....

in my sec sch...
i was neva dis kinda person...
i was totally different...
i dunno whether i'm like this today cos of me...
o ppl ard me...
including my own family....
arghh...

i dun wish to change myself...
why shud i live for ppl...
this life is MINE...
if i have to live it for ppl...
i rather jus die...
thats wat i think....