My sTory...

There was this gal...
who neva really knew the meaning of LOVE...
yet she was so damn happy...
she hardly experienced unhappiness...
her greatest assets that many loved... was her SMILE...!
according to her family members...
she was a very obedient child...
n to her frenz who knew her well enuf...
she was a gal who cud make anyone hapi even if her day was horrible...

When she was in sec 2...
she had a crush on her classmate...
but yea..
she din express it as she cud neva feel comfortable wit any guys...
she had feeling for that guy...
but...
she was not interested to me in a relationship...
but as time wen by...
over a year...
the feelings faded...

When she was in sec 3...
she got to noe another guy thru a fren...
the first time she saw him...
she was not tat friendly...(the guy still rmbs how she stared at him)
but as time wen by....
she realized how comfortable she was in his presence...
she told her close frenz how she felt abt him...
but neva did she speak o even hint the guy of her feelings for him...

But somehow...
the guy did fall for the gal...
if i'm not rong...
the first time he felt something for her was wen he saw her crying at her school carnival...
the gal whom he tot was a strong person...
was actually very weak...
he wanted to be dere for her at all times...n so...
on the 28th of april 2007...
they became a couple...

Neva been in a relationship before...
the gal was jus so confused...
she din noe if she was even prepared for a relationship...
but yea...
she gave it a try cos she had feelings for the guy...
But the gal was hardly happy after tat...
her guy totally wen missing...
her relationship wasnt like other ppls...
her guy neva contacted her other den going for a movie wit her n their frenz one month later....
after tat they totally lost contact...
the gal wud always go to sch taking bus instead of mrt...
hoping to bump into her guy one morning at that bus stop...
n even if they happen to bump in to each other...
it wud jus be for five mins o so....
cos both of them will be rushing of to sch...
eventually...
after abt 4 months later(14/9)...
the gal found out tat the guy was already att to another gal...
she din noe wat else to say...
despite the lack of their communication...
the gal was deeply in love wit that guy...
she wen totally crazy for a moment...
n later told herself that life still goes on...
she decided to let things happen the way its meant to be...

After that...
time jus flew past...n the new year came...
the gal made a resolution to forget everything n concentrate on her o levels...
half of january flew past....
on the 25 of jan 2008...
ard midnight...
the gal received 2 msgs...
but she onli read them at 5 am in the morning...
the msgs were from none other...but her ex guy...
he sent msgs apologizing for wateva he has done...
he mentioned on how much he regrets wateva he has done...
n also listening to his beloved frenz...
the gal din understand a thing till she spoke to her besty n sis...
before contacting her..he had already spoken to them...

the gal met the guy that day after school for a while...
den he had to leave for tuition...
after tat day...
the guy msged the gal almost everyday...
the gal was so shocked...
the guy who din give a damn abt her is msging her ...!!!
6 days later...
the guy msged the gal telling her that he loved her...
the gal was totally shocked...
she din expect tat at all...
although she din give him an answer tat day...
she gave him an answer the next day...
she agreed that she still loved him...
n yea...
on the 31st of jan 2008...
she was att to him again...
hehe...one month since she made her bloody resolution...lol..

In the beginning...
the gal found herself totally lost in the relationship...
but as time wen by...
it started to be nice...
the only problem den was communication again...
he only called her at nite ard 11plus wen she was sleeping...
n cos of tat they cud hardly tok...
but as a few months passed...
they were like other normal couples...
thats the greatest thing the gal eva wanted...
but tat happiness din last for long...

they broke up(13/5)...
it was too sudden for her ...
n yea... the mistake was hers....
she started smoking again...
so she jus accepted the break...
the whole nite she din sleep...
n she din cry either...
wen she was at the entrance of her school gate the next day..
she jus broke down...
she cudnt believe wat had happened...
it took her a few hours to let the whole fact get into her head...
but to her...
things were gonna be beta soon...
but she was wrong...
abt 5 days later...
she found thru her fren tat he was att to his ex again..
the same gal he left her for the previous time...
he being att to another gal was totally a heavy blow to the gal...
tat nite..she sat down n decided not to hold on anymore...
she felt tat it wasnt hers anymore...
n wen to sleep thinking of starting wit a brand new day the next day...

but she was unaware that another shock was waiting for her...
the next day...
her ex guy msged her telling her tat he still loved her...
n he tot of jus taking revenge on her...
the gal again was confused...
jus wat did the guy want...?
the next day she msged him saying tat she wanted to meet him..
n yea...
they met the following day...
wen they met...
the guy told the gal that he doesnt noe whether he love the gal he is going on wit...
but he loved her...
the gal jus kept quiet...
wat else cud she say...
tat nite...
the guy called her n they spoke for hours...
the guys confessed his love for her n told her to wait for him...
a week wen by...
2 weeks wen by...
n the gal was still single...
the guy who told her to wait for him...
was still att to the other gal...
so she decided not to interfere in their relationship n jus move on...
but wen she told the guy tat she wanted to move on...
they guy din allow...
the next day itself he broke wit the other gal n was back wit her(1/6)...

They were on once again...
but seriously...
things were jus getting worst...
both the guy n gal were having their o levels dat year...
yet things were so complicated for them...
the gal din like her guy contacting his ex...
n also toking to certain gals...
but the guy was still in contact wit his ex...
like sending them friendster comment saying how much he missed them...
n cos of that...
the gal neva had the mood to tok to her guy weneva he contacted her...
n to the guy...
he was totally sociable...
he cud tok to anyone for hours on the fone...
so as time wen by....
communication became a big issue...
n cos of that...the guy wanted a break(26/6)weethas b'day...
his fren sent the gal a msg on his behalf telling tat he wanted a break n tat he din love her at all...
the gal jus din reply to anything...
cos the msg said that he wen on wit her cos he was scared tat the gal mite hurt herself...

the next day..
the gal again found out tat he was again attached to his ex...
the gal jus felt so damn hurt...who on earth did her guy klove...
why was he always back wit the ex if he truly loved her...
so she once again decided to move on after a bit of thinking...
but nah...
her singlehood din last for even one whole week....
the guy was back in contact wit her...
he had already broken up wit that gal cos that gal timed him...
but at the same time...
the gal was not prepared to foreva be dumped n den taken back after a few days....
so she din agree for a patch...
but the gal really proved to her tat he wanted her so badly wen he broke down in front of her...
the gal din expect him to cry(4/7)...
so yea...
the gal accepted him once again(6/7)...
but the one prob tat the gal had to go thru was the fact that the guy changes his attitude the moment they are att...
wen she doesnt belong to him...he does everything to pls her....
but the moment she is his...
the guy starts all his nonsense all over again cos he noes the gal will always be dere...

One day...
the guy wen missing the whole day...
he din contact the call o even his best fren...
so gal got so angry...
wen she came online at nite...
she saw him online...
he told her tat he skipped sch n was out wit his frenz the whole time...
the gal got angry n jus wen offline....
dat nite...
she tot thru well enuf...
n msged him tat she din wan the relationship anymore...
for once...
she put her foot down and took a decision...
n within the next 2 days...
he was back with his ex...
grrr...
n since this time the gal asked for a break(27/9)...
she felt the guy had every rite to do wat he wants...

but nah...
he was back on oct 6(my b'day)...
the gals birthday...
he gave her a diary as a present...
n inside...
there was pictures and msgs which jus bot the gal down the memory lane....
n dat nite...
more like early morning...
on oct 7...
they patched...
with a hope of a neva ending love story....
frenz out dere...u guys will definitely noe tat this wasnt a happy ending...it was more like the key to more troubles

for one whole year...
things wen pretty fine...
they do quarel and..
but at the end of the day...
its jus the both of them...
sweet...loving...it was everything the gal eva dreamed off...

but haix...
the gal jus meant to be lil miss unfortunate..
this time round...
it was not that particular ex gal...
but her best fren...
life totally sucked...
wat more cud hurt a gal..
other den reading the msgs ...her guy sent another gal...
msgs like..wait for me...i love you...i had to spend tym with my current...all that fuck...
the guy cudnt have torn the gal any deeper...
he jus broke all the trust at one go...
after all...
no mata how much u love a person...
very rare do they appreciate it(1/12)...

this time round..
the gal told herself...
dat if she accepted him back...
she'll be the worlds most stupidest person...
n sadly...she is...lol..
wat else cud she say..
loved him too much..
n even blamed herself for he going astray...
if only she gave him the proper attention...
none of it wud happen...
haix...