"wish i cud press rewind...turn back the hands of time"

i was so fucking free today...
dat i decided to do one very nice work...
reading my entire diary....
while reading it...
i cud jus laugh n cry at the same time...
dere is like so much in dere...
my most happiest moment...my saddest moment...
arghh...
dere were lots n lots...
i cud not believe dat so much has happened in my life...
ohgod...

after reading it...
i wen to jurong point wit babygal...
n i spend so much of money...
buys clothes....hehe...100 dollars...arghh...
but yea...
it was fun to spend money wit my horrible mood...
after spending money i was feeling so so happy....

my grandpa n grandma kinda take took turns to ask me why i seem as if i've lost all my happiness...
why am i not smiling...
i really din have a answer to give dem...
i wen back home ard 7...
i was made to do the hsewrk all alone...
i was seriously feeling so irritated...
arghh..

n yea i suddenly tot of this verse...
"wish i cud press rewind...turn back the hands of time"