i saw the RAINBOW....

last nite...
i wen totally crazy...
i kept crying n crying...
i jus cudnt get to slp...
n yea...
i noe the fucking reason...arghh...
i seriously felt like taking panadols...
but a stupid promise i made jus held me back...
i finally wen to sleep wit a severe headache at abt 4.30...
but it wasnt like a perfect sleep...
i kept waking up like every hour to see my damn phone...
but yea...
i've got to get use to all this...
its gonna be happening often very soon....

in the afternoon...
i wen over to my grandparents place...
we were suppose to go out...
but yea...
looking at the state i was...
everything was cancelled...
they decided to jus leave me alone...
so i wen to lie down...
while lying down...
i saw the rain...
it was extremely nice...
i was so wishing i cud see a rainbow...
it was jus so bloody random..
while thinking abt certain things...
i jus fell asleep till 6...
wen i woke up...i sat wit my grandfather for awhile...
he wrote me a cheque for my lap...hehe...
for once...i din ask for more money...

den my father came to fetch me...
on the way back...
my sis starting tapping my back...
n guess wat...
she actually showed me a rainbow....
it was 180°...
i was so in love wit it....
i kept staring at it thruout my entire journey back home...
it likes after 6 years tat i'm seeing one...hehe...
i still dunno why i had the random tot in the afternoon....

i was jus wondering...
god is so funny...
he fulfills all my small small wishes...
but my biggest wishes are neva fulfilled...
tsk...no comments...

nieways...
i'm gonna go watch twilight now...
my father has finally bot it...
n if i cant slp...
i'm gonna go on to watch HSM3...hehe..
my daddy was so swit to cheer me up by buying movies...yay...!
but yea...
mummy noes tat my smiles are all fake...
but i'm not gonna her tell her anything yet...lol...