....?

for the past two days...
my mood swings have been a nitemare...
i also dunno why...
i can be so cheerful one moment....
n totally mood out the next moment...
arghh...
i jus feel like killing myself..

i was kinda disappointed wit guru on y'dae...
i tot we cud really meet...
but yea...
as usual...
we din...

nabs n pras were having a horrible time wit their guys...
looking at them both...
i really feel so hurt...
i dunno wat is happening ard me...
there is so many breaks...
its jus a fear tat i'd always have...
i hate to see ppl break...
it makes me start thinking negatively abt certain tings...
being single also have a prob...
attach also have prob...
arghh...its so damn irritating...!

i jus wanna go somewhere n be alone the whole day...
i dun want anyone to follow me...
i dun even wanna take my damn fone along...
i miss my loneliness...
i dun feel like hanging out wit frenz...
smoke n lepaking under block...
i wanna jus be alone somewhere...lost in my own tots are more than enuf for me...
n my ankle hurts like hell...
sprained it in the afternoon....
arghh...

and lastly...
i've gotta thank god for the wonderful game he is playing wit my life...