wats meant for me...?

i really dunno wat to do now...
i've got to submit my application for poly tomolo...
but i feel so bloody lazy to even flip thru the damn JAE booklet...
its like so boring...
n i'm jus gonna feel more stressed....sigh...
i haven done anything the whole day....
from the time i woke till now...
i have onli watched TV....
tanx for all the shows man....
all cos of pongal...

if one thing made me hapi today....
it was speaking to my dearest mahathir...
it made me so so hapi...
he got his results y'dae...
32 points:(
he is really very very worried...
he has to appeal at RP for any available courses...
den my mum also spoke to him...
maha wants me to do child psychology...hehe...
does he think i'm up to it...?hehe
after all the talking...
i told maha to neva go missing....
cos i deleted my facebook...
n maha doesnt have much interest in frenster...
i still like the way he replied...
"we will always be in contact k...no worries...i've no one in frenster...but i'm keeping frenster for only one person....you...we will always be in contact k...."
i definitely noe one thing...no mata wat....
no one can eva replace mahathir in my hart....
i've been wit him for almost 6 years...
n now....we are gonna go in different ways....
sigh...as long we are in contact i'm hapi...
the same goes for nabs....

after tat i was toking to my mum...
she was still into nursing ah...
i'm still a bit blur...sigh
wat to do...my results jus suck....my fate ah....
murali called jus now also...
sir was like can msg pras n ask her to come conference...
hehe....he finds a very good fren in pras...
tats wat he said...hehe...
i jus spoke to sam swithart....
i realli pity him...
i wish i am next to him now...
he really needs someone...
i'm somehow gonna meet him on saturday....
sigh...i'm still here for u sam...dun worry...love you lots....

anyways...gtg...byez...