SigH...

the past few days have been a total nitemare to me...
i was having some probs...
not some...actually lots...

firstly...
i met all my cousin after so long...
karmen...kanitha...rathi...sheeni...jhevan...easan...n lil thomas...
had lots of fun dere...
den i stayed over at my grandmas place dat nite...


lil thomas n me..!


me..rathi...didi...

on top of everything...
my mum started a war wit me n my sis...
for like no reason...
she is jus so crazy...arghh...
i cant be bothered wit her...
n my bio dad...
he actually asked me why i'm looking for him after so long...
i really dun wan parents...
they are such a pain....

den....
my little war wit my baby on sunday...
tat was really horrible...
i really tot we were gonna end everything wen he asked if i wanted a break...
i actually wanted to ask him if tat was wat he wanted...
but ended up wanting to call him...haiz...
at first it started off horrible...
after awhile we were fine...
i dunno why...
but i feel so scared...
wat if he really leaves...
will i really be as strong as many ppl think...
i dunno...
but as he said...
i also really want onli him till my end...
i hope things go fine...

n y'dae...
i was jus stuck at home the whole day...
except for an hour where i met pras...vanz...n murali...
jus lepak for a while n wen home...

as for today...
bee n i were suppose to go for a movie...
but he ended up sleeping thru...
so i met him later part of the day wit a whole grp...
pras...vanz...nazru...murali...turca...bhavani...n vicky...
it was fun la...
but it felt a bit weird to me...
wen i was wit the whole grp...
i jus started to miss my schmates even more...
the last i really had this much of fun was in sch wit my frenz...
sigh...
anyways...i was hapi to c guru...
hmm...
wonder wen i gonna see my monkeyboi again...hehe...
gtg...



i love my babyb0i...